Gymnastics- if anyone did not know i was a gymnast now you know. lol i was for four years. today is tam tams last meet and im so excited for her. then its state. but yes i know im a talented person. latly lifes been good, about like 40 days left of high school can't wait till its over.. don't have to wake up so early in the morning. im an owl i like to stay up late and sleep in..=] lifes good me and Ben are still dating. not going out yet. but hopefully will soon.. i saw a really good movie last night.. it was called slumdog millionair. it made me think about how thankfull i am for life... they don't have shoes and men just take over the women.. in different countrys. and get beatin. its so sad the things in life we really need to appreciate things more. but anyways tonight is trivia hopefully we raise money for panama city florida! i know i can't spell its okay.lol well im going to go now leaving you with a question, is up down and down up? later my readers.

Living on the edge.

Living life on the edge. This actually wasnt takin in 04 my camera is messed up. this is my friends alexs feet lol i dared him to go down this big bowl to skate down want time at the skate park. which was so fun by the way. Anyways my point is he was on the edge. Tonight alot of things were going on. i was upset over this guy ive been dating i just feel everything i do i go over the edge just keep falling but this ive been right on the edge right before falling and thinking about what means most. right now life is really hard because things keep getting in the way, like money for trips and friends who are to busy to talk to you, or family who never see you or even this boy whos waiting to ask you out. or girl lol.. my point is we need to step back and think about what means the most. what do we need to be on the edge for or even fall to.. the answer i found tonight was God. if you didn't kno to day is ash wendsday its 40 days of you keeping your self away from i think tonight ive thought what i will do for lent. and thats to be happy and not sad or angry or thos feels im going to thing positve and not negitive and do nice things for people with out them expecting it. How about that..? sorrry i havnt wrote though i know no one reads my page but yet i like writing.. anyways it is late. more continue on living on the edge..tomorrow..later, seeking gold winners.

whatever..men

IM a girl You want to get to know, you look at me and you wounder what im like. you walk up to me and say hi, but yet you see right threw me.. why? why? bc your not looking for what you see infront of you so why even try, you break my little heart. then you run back for me when you realize i was everything so why do you even try in the first place because you know what im going to say and that is i don't give out second chances. i do care but i just cant share that. i hold back once again and cry....

That is what men make me feel. if you were woundering yes a man has done that to me. and i regret not taking that second chance but he hurt me. and so did a few others. right now im dating a guy named Ben hes a cutie.. yes just dating not going out.. well wait i have a question.. if he calls me his sweet heart but doesn't state or yet stated we are together then what is it officially.. okay ill state it .. we are together but ive only known him for 2 weeks.. so i don't want to put that statement yet exactly.. ugh so confussing. but anyways. getting your little or lets just say i have a strong heart and it has cracks in it. though its taped many times because of my wounderfull friends who tell me to get over him and start over.. so i do.. but im the one who picks out the ones that just have to tell me oh im just not happy with the realationship.. thats my last boy friend.. girls give you heads up pick the ones you for sure have interest in you, and date them along time before going out with them get to know him very well. ill just stop here for now..

aka card shark.

school

Everyday i think school is stupid but then when i really think about it .. it gives me something to do, honestly i would be bored if i wasnt able to see my friends. I like my teachers here, i miss my old school though we could eat and drink whenever we liked and we got talking time for 5 min at the end of the hour, here its like we can't waste one minute of our lives. lol well that is the truth we don't want to miss one thing, i think we should slow down but be at a pace we are doing what we need to do daily. i mean we as whole (humans) learn one thing a day, well i do at least. I like being educated but only things i have interest in. i always wounder why we dont just start learning in what we want to do in life. like when we get to high school we should have classes that teach us what we will be going into in the future. like i want to be photographer, why can't we learn in depth about that, or people that want to be a doctor to go into depth just like college does. so my point is school can be fun if we can beable to change the way we learn.or what if school had comfortable seats i mean we sit in them for long parts of the day, why can't we have like spongy sinking seats for our lovly bums and back. i love talking to my friends and learning about them. but school gets really stupid when people start to judge and not know them. i mean half the people i know from my senoir class don't even want to get to know me. they all have different views on what i am..im sure the ones that dont talk to me have no idea who i am.. they most would say that i am a quite person. which is not true. im very loud. and i love meeting people. ill only be quite around someone if i feel intemanated.. mostly people who think they know who i am. which they dont. im writing alot bc im at school.i think im going to let you go but hopefully you have learned something about me. Later gobbers!

The weekend

why can't we have a three day weekend all the time in fact im so ready to graduate! really bad. ahhh! for real. but this weekend with my new friends was so much fuN! i love hanging out with people that make you laugh and have a great time! =] my friends are so speacial to me! they are like family. you kno what im missing, i am missing being a kid, ive thought about it. we had play time and it was so easy when we were younger i just want to stay this age but be in college right now lol. i just want to have a job a family and just live happy lol But this weekend was great. i had a blast at my friends house and i got to meet new people! did i mention i love coffee if you don't like it your crazy! ah its so good! im craving it right now. but i am tired and have to finish this stupid paper thats due tomorrow..ugh well later sooogies!

friends

i have figured out what are true friends are, the ones that take care of you and actually care to have a conversation. MY point is that if your going to be someones friend, actually care about them. Best friends are people who will do absolutly anything for you including the caring part. Me i take carfe of my friends and will do anything for them either way if they are best friend or not. bc i kno how it feels to watch friends get pushed away like they are nothing. it hurts me everytime. We need to go out of our comfort zones and be with people who dont even have people. just think about it. thoughs are the ones who committe suicide, and we think its their promblem or why? its because people like us that don't do anything about it, we are lazy little teens who just want to be cool. thats my challange for you, go beyond and meet someone or just say hi to someone to show that you at least abit care, a smile, a shake on the hand, or a pat on the back, whatever will make you do what is right.

Thank you, later googles

ugh tired days

so today was a great day except i was tired, yes very tired. but i got to eat some new foods in foods class today, it was england style.. yummy with tea time.. haha. so today i was thinking my life isn't so well lets just say fun. so im thinking everyday i have to do something over the top. have not figured that out. but don't worry i will. okay my typing is just typing the periods have no purpose. which speaking of. i hate english. we have to do a paper.. boring. lets jump to the topic of boys. i like a boy his name is ben. i think i mentioned his name last time. but anyways hes nice. we went on 2 dates.. lets see if hes a keeper. random fact. i love seeing movies that are old. people hate them well alot of teens my age don't care for them but i like. hehe and i like the color blue thats my favorite color. how one more thing im soooo excited i get to design the theatre shirts so i have the design and now i have to find a person who can print the shirts out for me. well thats all for today i have to do other things with my life then speak on this website only hehe. later tigars!!

Today is my first day using this, but i had a wounderfull day! im on this diet thing and i feel really healthy. Lets see i talk to 4 people a day and they are great people. that is kelsey wright, courtney mckeon, Tamara gent and ben that doesn't go to my school. they are amazing people! but i go through things everyday so this is going to be interesting to read i would assume. so you will be updated on my life.. lol but i will keep this one simple and just tell you that for now. thank you for reading my blog lattttter turtles!