Experience under the arch.

I have never thought about what goes on around me. This weekend on saterday i went down town for this event called Invisable Children. It is for kids in Uganda, Africa who are forced to be killed or to be soldiers. Watching the documentry made me think about how lucky i am. NOt to fear where i sleep and have enough to eat, The bed i sleep in so nice! We need to be thankful for what we have. Anyways, while i got down there are 7 at night. We sat on the stairs and waited to be resuced.. what we needed was a famous person to save us. Around 11pm we were asked to sleep on the other side from the street. This really small strip, we all had to fit which there was about 500 people there. We experienced the hundereds of cars driving by with their subs and rims. People were sitting outside the windows screaming and people on top of their suv's swirving on the streets. There were cars being chased by police. It was very interesting to hear what deffinitly goes on down by the arch. Cops yelling for people to get off the stairs! who would think that would be a crime. haha. I layed wanting to sleep but know that i may not be safe. I had the same feeling the kids feel in the other countries. FEAR. Though we have not been rescued yet.. at least i don't think we have.. I hope someone comes forward to help.
A note to everyone we got first place at my choir concert saterday morning, oh and i got over my fear of the boss. I went on it my first time saterday! It was a great day! i got my english project out of the way as well! 8Days till out of high school im so excited!

im ballin! KJ=oh silly moments!

WE are in need of silly moments. little kids and friends maybe sometimes adults. Thats what life makes so fun!

In Heaven and on Earth.

I so wish in Heaven everyone looks at people the same. fat or skinny or black white or chineese what ever you must be that everyone is uplifting and happy! though God maybe our father and put is in time out? who knowslol On earth...Right now i took a break from this paper im writing for english i wish english was writing your thoughts down i could go on pages about how life is so interesting and hard. Here is something that is going on in mylife right now.. i was in a moment when i was going through depression i didn't eat much but slept alot. cryed alot. and tryed on living.. but while i was in that stage lets just say i gained about 40 pounds. i will admit this on here how much a i weigh and will keep you up to do date what is going on.. i now am on weight watchers im sure majority of you know what that is so im not going to explain that. but i was at 140 lost a few pounds doing my own stuff.. and now i weighing my self in from tuesday 7am at 132.5 i just started it tuesday so we will see how much i weigh next tuesday at 7am. LIfe is difficult. i told my self 3 times today saying im going to stop this diet its killing me.. i am SOOO hungry! im working out about 30 min a day as well and drinking tons of water what can i say? im trying.i want to do this for me no one else is making me and no one else is saying things just for me to loose weight. im just not comfortable at all in my own skin. i feel fat like a cow and i go back and forth like a penguin! its desturbing.. i am a pants 9 i used to be a size 3. can u see the difference now. YEs i know sad. well leave some comments. if you can. Have a great weekend! ill let you know more in the future. take care=] later readers!

Happiness..

Ive just discovered being happy makes others happy i know it took me awhile to figure this out. But latly i was in a mood where i was sad. We try to make our selves happy but we know that we need others to help us along the way. Im happy in general. IF you noticed ive been caring for other people latly and if you are aware there is an event coming up that people all around the world are doing, it is at the arch on april 25th, This event is showing that we care about others and not just ourselve. pluse its going to be so much fun! YOu should come! ill be there! Weird fact. Bananas help depression, it makes you change your mood to happiness and ofcorse everyone knows it gives you energy! Well thats all for now. take care my friends!

The only thing i got..

IS Family. i am learning no matter what you look like or where you are family or someone close near you are always there for you. Im learning that i am appretiated by the ones i have in my life right now. Though im graduateding soon, and will not see the ones i see the most now i know they will always be there. I am so happy i have the family i have. i always think things are so bad but in reality they are so great. i Love not know why im here on earth. because its so exciting for life. im learning that you can't make all the decisions in life. i can't decide that a college will except me or not.. but i will have to go somewhere and be something and someone one day. I know that i am a happy girl i seem that i am not. but then i think about the homeless the ones that don't have family to stick by our sides and thats where i come in helping others to the best ablity i can. i know im talking away about nothing.. but oh well i just wanted to write some thoughts down.. If we didn't claim Jesus as our father then what are we living here for.. And if you don't believe in God then answer this.. What will it hurt if you did believe in him your not wasting your time. I can't wait till easter its going to be so much fun. I love him and will praise him!! he makes the impossiable happen. Back to the family thing. I love my family. LOVe yours.

Deciding...

I have alot of dessions to make, mainly what college what i want to be..
life is stressfull...ONce again.. ive been going through things.. grandpa was rushed to the hospital with a 25 heart beat. almost died.. great uncle is dieing on hospius..(don't know how to spell) but maybe things will get better... Its Easter weekend! 5 day weekend woohoo! im Excited...we will see how things go. Sorry in a hurry so i got to go but i was catching you all whats going on in my life. ONCe again.. Single.

Being single

i was just seeing if anyone has a debate about this subject i need ideas to write stuff.. i feel dumb.