stressed out

so tonight is going to be intense! its volleyball and flag football. i hope it goes well im really tired i haven't got much sleep. i just found out about my brother going to be in a tank over seas and i woun't see him for a every long. i don't know what im going to do.. worrying is something im really good at.. and im worried for him even though i know hes a strong person though. But things that have been good is the guy im dating we are doing great, we have been dating for a month and like 2 weeks which is niiice! im very happy. schools stressfull because i have to have the right grades for college and the act in a month.. its hard to know that i have to be good enough for this stinkin world and i know God loves me no matter what but here its just not the answer everyone wants to hear. im going to mississippi in 2 like a week. on the 20th.. im going to be working my butt off! and then my birfday comes thats the 26th! don't forget people! haha my new nick name is beebee.. so if you want you can call me that.. ill know you read thiss if you call me that lol haha.. well i gots to go.. later bloggers! have a great week!