The Future

I kno sometimes i may repeat my self but really. lol im so nervous about college more about meeting people..

this has nothing to do with what im talking about but i wanted to let u all kno that my dogs leg is broken and then her foot is smashed and we dont kno what to do .. should we put her to sleep for her?

im dating a guy.. new huh? lol hes nice just hopes this one stays with me for awhile.. but im afraid cuz im going to college. maybe i need to grow up and look at the whole picture..? but its hard to let someone go. even though u jus met them.

am i going to be able to handle this? life. in general. the summer is almost over my gosh it went fast.

in a week i go to ny.. im excited.. we are going to work with the homeless. this is my last year.. im sad. maybe ill get a wake up call.

life is pretty awsome i would never trade my close friends or family for anything..
my brother is going to iraq in a month.. im really worried. only for his safty im gonna miss him so much even tho he doesnt talk to me that much. its hard for me .. i never cry.. but when it comes to my brother. i get a teary eyed. ..

which reminds me.. i may go into the rotc if im tough enough lol.. i have no idea how i would do it.. im a fat butt lol.

just wish me luck.

and everything else
more to come..